And I miss you

7 long months...What a feat!!

I miss you the most when I need someone to wake me up...flip the blinds and let some light in...honey I hate waking up alone

I miss you the most when I have to check the mailbox ..the walk to the mailbox where we used to unwind the day's stress... honey I hate walking that mile alone

I miss you the most when I have to organize the groceries in the refrigerator..the pleasure of watching you organize everything...honey I hate arranging things alone

I miss you the most when I look at our old apartment and the patio where we used to have tea together...and often stand there still looking at the sunset...honey I hate having tea alone

I miss you the most when I have to get water can filled from the vending machine..how you used to carry the 2 gallon jar and also listen me blabber the whole time...honey I hate going to the vending machine alone

I miss you the most when I cook...watching you cook within the record time and coming up with the best taste bud pleasing food...honey I hate cooking for me alone

I miss you the most when I finish office....going to an empty home looking at our pictures in our room beat the crap out of me...honey I hate calling my apt ..my home



And I miss you!!!!!